Yours Truly is down with illness again.
Itz back to lao sai-ing and headache and nausea.
To hell with medicines. The thought of popping medicine into my mouth makes me feel like...ughh.
This time round the doc was nice enough to inject me. I mean at the end of it all, i did feel quite a whole lot better, but im still sick. BOOHA.

Being stuck at home did give me quite a bit of time to do dumb quizzes. Of which i found one extremely true.


You are longing for a little love and tenderness. At present you are feeling very sensitive and need a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. You don't need any further stresses, strains or arguments so take a deep breath and relax.

Which ever way you turn you feel that you are being utterly thwarted. There is considerable conflict in the air but you will stick to your beliefs and not be deterred in endeavouring to attain your objectives.

It's the old old story - I am misunderstood - my partner (be it in your private life or in business) just doesn't understand me and YOU also believe at this time that you are being completely MISUNDERSTOOD by one and all. It then obviously follows that you naturally feel inhibited and not appreciated. It is perhaps because of this belief that you feel compelled to stand back and let the rest of the world go by. As for developing a firm relationship - inwardly deep down in your subconscious mind you are wary of even trying to get close to another person because you feel that if you open up your heart and feelings you are sure to get hurt. Since you are living in a society where close relationships are the norm, you feel that there is that need to conform, but any close relationships of any magnitude that you may have tried in the past have unfortunately left you without any sense of emotional involvement.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.

supergirl is down again.

Im dead envious of girls who enjoy regular girl night outs with their BFFs. Its been missing in my life ever since i've stepped into this horrible cell others call "POLYTECHNIC". I use to be so thankful because everywhere i go, im always able to click with someone some group. Stepping into this horrid place just changed everything. It took me a long 2 years plus to realise that i never really enjoyed what i've been thru.
Ultimately dis hearted. I should be a social bunny going on glamourous parties and drinking horrible cocktails with beautiful name..but here im, doing what im doing.
Wheres the PJ party, with beautiful PJs and drunk girls talking rubbish?


Do u ever feel like breaking down, Do you ever feel out of place. like somehow u just dont belong and no one understands you.

Supergirl feels horrible and uber lonely.

Ever felt like no one cares and no one bothers nemore?

supergirl feels lonely

I should stop splurging.
The last I remembered, i earned myself quite a bit of money from the 2 months attachment. And then i keep spending thinking that i've still got a lot in my bank. Then one day im gonna check my bank statement and realise "OMG, I've got like 2 dollars left!" (ok, prob still far from that, but....) My point being, they should invent something like shop-traceptive (contraceptive..ring a bell?). Something that would stop you from shopping. Pop a pill daily and it'll prevent you from shopping, at least unnecessarily.

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........

supergirl is feeling broke

Yours truly is down with gastric flu.
It means lao saing and puking at the same time. Picture that. eeek.

Best part is, i got to take gross medication, not to mention that it taste horrible, makes me drowsy and i have to complete the whole frigging course.

Not only that, i have to go on soft food diet for the next 3 days. Hail to porridge.
>.<

Supergirl feels shitty. Literally

10 REASONS WHY YOU NEVER WANA HAVE AN OLDER BROTHER

1. He MIGHT happen to be gross and smelly and has a foul breath and has ugly skin and ugly complexion. Thou there might be a chance your brother would look very much like an ORGE.
2. He MIGHT think that he knows all just because he is born like (365 x 24 x 60) secs earlier then you are.
3. He MIGHT have a very fake english accent which he thinks is ultimate style.
4. He hogs the frigging desktop and doesn't let you play intellectual games like "THE SIMS" all cause he wants to play uber kiddy games like "MAPLE STORY"
5. He makes cold jokes and when you dont laugh, says that you're dumb. zzzz...
6. He makes the lammest comment like.."eh, why the car in front stop ar?" CAUSE ITZ FRIGGING RED LIGHT!
7. He laughs to himself, loudly, when he is chatting online.
8. He talks to himself, loudly, when he is playing game.
9. He gives lousy advice and when you do the wrong thing, blame you for it.
10. Hes hairy.

I mean of course the list could go on. But then again, i realised that not all older brothers are like that. There are a few gentlemanly ones that still exist in this world. Like say, I could be with one in the very near future. Then again, who knows.

To top this entry and put it to a good harmless end,
I shall put in a good word for all brothers in the world

BROTHERS DONT GO SHOPPING AND YOUR PARENTS CAN SPEND ALL SHOPPING TIME/MONEY ON YOU.

Cheers.
Supergirl is uber tired.

10 REASONS WHY YOU NEVER WANA HAVE AN OLDER BROTHER

1. He MIGHT happen to be gross and smelly and has a foul breath and has ugly skin and ugly complexion. Thou there might be a chance your brother would look very much like an ORGE.
2. He MIGHT think that he knows all just because he is born like (365 x 24 x 60) secs earlier then you are.
3. He MIGHT have a very fake english accent which he thinks is ultimate style.
4. He hogs the frigging desktop and doesn't let you play intellectual games like all cause he wants to play uber kiddy games like
5. He makes cold jokes and when you dont laugh, says that you're dumb. zzzz...
6. He makes the lammest comment like.."eh, why the car in front stop ar?" CAUSE ITZ FRIGGING RED LIGHT!
7. He laughs to himself, loudly, when he is chatting online.
8. He talks to himself, loudly, when he is playing game.
9. He gives lousy advice and when you do the wrong thing, blame you for it.
10. Hes hairy.

I mean of course the list could go on. But then again, i realised that not all older brothers are like that. There are a few gentlemanly ones that still exist in this world. Like say, I could be with one in the very near future. Then again, who know.

To top this entry and put it to a good harmless end,
I shall put in a good word for all brothers in the world

BROTHERS DONT GO SHOPPING AND YOUR PARENTS CAN SPEND ALL SHOPPING TIME/MONEY ON YOU.

Cheers.
Supergirl is uber tired.

Yesterday was a heart-wrenching day. It was a day i realize there was so much indifference in everyone. They way we feel, the things we want. I guess that was what once brought us together, and now..forming the cliques we call "bonds".

Things were never as simple as everyone thought it was. No one knew what was going on all the while in the complicating brain. I wish someone would lead, at least fer the time being. All i feel like now is A car without the fuel. A passion with no drive. The list could go on, but sure as hell i am that i could be judged again for whatever that is written here.

On a random note, i found a beautiful phrase to share it with my loyals:

"The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

And Supergirl needs to open those doors of hers.