Itz very shallow of someone to actually want to get into a relationship when he doesn't even have to time to even take care of his girlfriend. All he can ever do is to make empty promises. I so totally look down on guys like this. These guys are only aware of themselves and nothing more. Not of his surrounding environment and how his other half feels. It defies the purpose of proposing a relationship between 2 parties. Itz even more despicable when he flirts aimlessly with his sweet words and claims that "sweet talks are not flirting". When the girl is your best bud, and all u can do is to see her suffer, you really wish u just smash his puneey brain into the wall. I frigging wish i could do that.
*whamp smash bam whack*

Anyhows, my baby is down with a fever of 39.6 i hope he recovers real quickly.

To my Brat: Iloveu truckloads. I swear. Even thou u hit my eye on wed with ur ever hard knee cap. heh

Itz very shallow of someone to actually want to get into a relationship when he doesn't even have to time to even take care of his girlfriend. All he can ever do is to make empty promises. I so totally look down on guys like this. These guys are only aware of themselves and nothing more. Not of his surrounding environment and how his other half feels. It defies the purpose of proposing a relationship between 2 parties. Itz even more despicable when he flirts aimlessly with his sweet words and claims that "sweet talks are not flirting". When the girl is your best bud, and all u can do is to see her suffer, you really wish u just smash his puneey brain into the wall. I frigging wish i could do that.
*whamp smash bam whack*

Anyhows, my baby is down with a fever of 39.6 i hope he recovers real quickly.

To my Brat: Iloveu truckloads. I swear. Even thou u hit my eye on wed with ur ever hard knee cap. heh

Good morning people. Im feeling retarded becuase i hit my head on the floor from a extented single liberty. I think im spastic. Hahas...have my brain cells died? WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....

I have been struggling with myself these few days. I m getting too weight consious and itz involuntary. Have u ever felt you ate so much all u ever do after that is to feel guilty? Except that all you ate was a bowl of noodles? Im sure all u girls out there have struggled with this at some point of your life. Im reverting back to my old self and seriously itz not something i enjoy doing. The guilt is just over-bearing.
popping pills.
goose-pimply pains.
burning throats.
giddy spells.
Itz all coming back. However hard it was to kick my habit when i was younger. I think i have to try 2 times harder. Sueny, if only u could sit in the toilet and gossip thru the cubicles again with me while i relieve my pain from the pills. Now i have to stare at the door and try to do it alone. I miss you.

Anyhows, ze BF is sick :( recover quick! I still need u to support me.

Money seriously make the world go round. I can't believe im only 2nd day into the week and I've frigging spent all my allowance. I vow that I have no idea why i've spent it so quickly. Right. Tell me im living in denial. I should stop eating, maybe then it would solve my problem. Now i have to depend on ze BF to support me. You love me right baby? Heh...
Anyhows,I've got back like 2 of my CT papers. Didnt exactly excel in any but i guess i should be thankful i actually passed without studying. =x I would hereby like to thank my parents for my brains. Amen.
Went fer brunch with my IS team mates at al-amen. Not exactly team mateS. Like only 4 out of 8 of us went. I have to say that the event really bonded us all. Although Gab and me were in the lorry. Heh. Went to the gym with ze BF. I think i should do soemthing about my obsession with weights and treadmill. I think i get turned-on when i see em. ah-hem......HOWEVER, I literally threw all the hard work in the gym when i gave in to my temptations. SATAY. The mere calling of the satay man makes my feet wobbly. It sounds like "sa-tay..................sataysatay" Yea..slow with the first two syllbus and then real quick for the next two "satay". Get it? Bet u dont. Ended up sharing satays with ze BF near the bball court behind JP.

Sinfully DE-licious.

I've finally caught a glimpse of his little-miss-perfect. I guess it was somewhat below my expectations. Am i being a bitch fer bein' relieved? I guess these kinda things are up to individuals to establish. Anyhows, right now im certain of myself. I wouldn't go hiding in seclusion again when i feel threatened.
On a lighter note, schools starting tmr! Im so friggin excited. More bitchy and gossiping with my Sunshines. But the thought of riffling through my wadrobe for clothes everyday is uber dreadful. Not to mention the long days topped with exhausting training. The thought of it irks me. Hahas..
Anyhows,my uber cute Venus died. I hope she RIP. And she died of old age okies! I didnt like starve her to death or let her get choked to death with her own pangsai. I've got a new baby thou. Itz named after ze BF. BabyV. So original rights! I think so too cans! hahahaahas......I know itz lame. So?

SUE ME LA!

Heavenly Jewel pieces eh? If only i could own just one of them.
*dreams*

All hail to my mini ponytail.






















I was actually intending to snip it off. Like totally. But i chickened out the last min and decided to leave it short instead. I was afraid like i would look disgusting if i were to totally snip it off. However...i have to say i still look like a boy when i tie my hair up. yucks. I should have just got rid of it. Right?
















Indulgence.

im sooooooooooo short.

Fancy Miss busy posting two times a days. How sickening. Its just against my policy to do so. But basing on the fact that i've been feeling cranky these few days, i feel that i should have a turf of my own to unleash my "cranki-ness". Anyhows, while on the train ont he way home from the airport today, this real cute Philippino business man like tried to hook me up. Hes really cute with sexy lips and stuff. Say hes about 30? He asked me to "party" with him at Zouk tonight. Itz a pity I dont club. Plus my dearest Brat thinks i shouldn't contact him. I mean itz only courtesy to for u to give someone a message if he gives you his business card right? Heh..what if he wants to be my suga daddy? Oh gwad..i think the cranky mama took away my brains. God help me.

Brat and I went to the ariport today. Heres us.







the narcissist





















Feel the loneliness?















Us Truly

Miss her.

Im home from cycling. The night was great! The participants were like real sporting and everything went smoothly. Almost. We met this dumbf driver who tried to knock this real pretty lday down at the changi village car park during one of our pit stops. Sickening. And he wanted to like "bring his friends down". WTH! in the end we called up the police and ended up delaying the schedule by like an hour. Thank God we were slighlty ahead of schedule. So we reached back eastcoast at say 7. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I had no idea my team mates were so ON and they manage to control the whole group and NO ONE got injured in the event. Heh...we rwak. Anyhows,I met loads of new friends. Among those who made the biggest impression were "TOM DICK HARRY" Tom is super tall with monkey ears. Dick cant stop smoking MARBOLO menthol and he smokes even when he cycles. *wow* Harry well..hes like a super cyclist? whahas...The thing about them is they were all really helpful and helped us with the bikes at the end the trip when everyone was rushing home. Ohoh..and KokLeong too. If i got his name right. And WeiJie. Sweet guys. Heres some pic.


De cyclist



De road


De babes



BA CHOR MEE. NOT AS NICE AS U SAY CANS



Home sweet home!

Today is the night for the cycling. I hope everything goes well. Im anxious and worried and everything. So anxious i wanted to reach early to make sure everything wld go right. I ended up rushing him and making nasty remarks. Im sorry. I really am.

Anywyas..This is for my darling Brat.







Give me 50 Bucks to remove thIS. BrAT.

BACK FROM CAMP!

I've learnt a few things in camp.
I've learnt how to say fucking in a cuter way. Like fuckening. Right Jan?
I've learnt that my juniors are super prone to accident.
I've learnt that Im actually quite impatient.
I've learnt that we seniors enjoy torturing the juniors.

Of course apart from all these, there are many others I've learnt. But soemthings arent meant to be said ;) Sometimes itz nice to not be invovled in politics. Life is much more peaceful.
Anyhows..whilst i was away in camp! My uber cute baby Venus grew up! Now itz pretty with two pony tails. Thanks to ze Bf. Loves him many. Im so looking forward to night cycling this friday. We're gona cycle frm ECP to like Changi or soemthing. Who cares..I'll be on the Van..Prob end up sleeping. Heh...

p.s : Im fuckening fat. =p

Im blogging in the wee hours of the morning. Yeah.
No more exams. Yeah again.
Magnum dinner and dance tml and i have no dress. uber Yeah.
Blah.

Happy birthday to my dearest sweetest and lovliest Jojo brat. You're a year older. Stop whinning and get something out from this meaningful 18 birthday. I love you so manys.
My sunshines are clubbing and partying their life out in Zouk in celebration of the Brat's birthday. I so love them for reminding me that im currently UNDER AGE and therefore not allowed to enter. Thank you so many much. Muah. I love u all. REALLY.


Anyone willing to get this gorgeous lady a dress and a dress to go with?

IVE GOT MY TAMAGOCHI
and itz so uber uber adorable. I want to swallow it and let it swim into my rummby tummy. Uh hem..

My uber cute Venus.

hungry?

Heh..anyhows,my paper sucked today. Like it was one of the worse paper i've even had this Sem. I jus dont understrand how anyone could possibly get a distinction for a paper like this. Like itz about microprocessors and all the digital and analogue shit stuff. Itz like more rubbish being whamped into a already packed with rubbish rubbish chute. Yea, Thats it.

Sucked. Totally.

I HAVE TO FRIGGING GET A TAMAGOCHI.

Jordon is so super duper sweet to Violet. Like to the extent being he is in Las Vegas and he had a tamagochi MAILED TO HER FRIGGING DOORSTEP. Itz a wonder Violet still hasn't caught diabetics.
Her tamagochi is call Zibbo (pronouced as zi-bi-bo). Super cute cans. It shits, cry and u can actually buy things from a shop. Like u save up to a certain point and u can get maybe a trumpet or something. Zibbo is still too young to use the trumpet Violet bought for him. Grr...hes like cute to the core. I wana bite it. *roar

Presenting...
My cousies and me! Dinner at some super lousy restaurant not too long ago.