There are just so many things running through my head right now. On one hand, theres school and magnum and attachment coming on. And on the other,I've got emotional problems that I really have to start looking into and stop avoiding.
I guess using the phrase "feeling empty" isnt exactly appropriate cause it happens to be the case where itz "too full". Everything is so packed and I hardly have time fer myself anymore. Am i being what everyone else wants me to be?

Am i like a guitar?
Producing music only when someone strums on my strings?

Or can i choose to be someone else. Right now all I feel is loneliness.
and being left out.

Have u ever felt like u were given the chance to finally do some stuff. And just when u are about to take the step, u realize that the hope had been once again taken rudely away right in front of you and given to someone else?

Thats how i feel.

supergirl misses Qing Ai De and Tian Yin. come back...

To this special someone:

If you know im referring to you, pls do believe every single word im about to say. I regret all the stuff ive done to hurt u. and pls do forgive me and i thank you fer being there for me all the time. I hate it when itz always the case where itz the wrong thing at the wrong time. I cherish you. i really do. As much as i wish things would go back to the way it was before all these happened, we both know it'll never be. I just want u to be happy. I love u. I really do

Supergirl hates it when u pull away.

Im back from Bangkok! The trip there was a blast. Though i didnt learn as much as some others did...i still managed to correct a few techniques here and there. Training was really packed and we had something to do like every min of the training. The bad part was, time passed so quickly. It felt like jus yesterday when i was telling my classmates that Im flying tmr and stuff..and then here im now, typing about what i did there.

Haha..the food there was really really good. Esp the TomYam seafood. Bu brought us to many food havens and of course those places were right next to the shopping as well. Bunked in with Jannies and OMG, shes one hella fun room mate. AHAHAHA...thankew Jan for taking care of me. MUah muah muah.

So many experiences so little words to describe. Humans should have USB cables on them. Haha..so when it comes to moments where more then words are needed, u jus hafta plug in the USB cables and feel the other party.

Right. I think im too tired.

I like uber miss the BU cheerleader....like x 9876890876567898765434678987654345678

supergirl can fly higher now. Muah

two BEAUTIFUL love songs too all in love out there.

With you


I wana love you forever


supergirl talks about love

I AM

badly corpulent
dreadfully plump
excessively pudgy
extremely overblown
greatly overweight
hugely outsized
immensely overfed
terribly overstuffed
painfully obese

im dying soon. help me. I refuse to scump to such state. I will do soemthign about myself. And just when i thought i was working my way down the scale, FATS decided to take over my body. I will work you assholes out of my body. *pokepokepoke* I do wana be as tiny as this font <tiny>
whatever happened to being emaciated?

Oh God..i think im beginning to look like them already.



supergirl cant fly cause shes awfully massive. sighs.

Proudly presents....
My new sweetheart in bed.

















Jimmy.

supergirl is starting anew.