Good morning people. Im feeling retarded becuase i hit my head on the floor from a extented single liberty. I think im spastic. Hahas...have my brain cells died? WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....

I have been struggling with myself these few days. I m getting too weight consious and itz involuntary. Have u ever felt you ate so much all u ever do after that is to feel guilty? Except that all you ate was a bowl of noodles? Im sure all u girls out there have struggled with this at some point of your life. Im reverting back to my old self and seriously itz not something i enjoy doing. The guilt is just over-bearing.
popping pills.
goose-pimply pains.
burning throats.
giddy spells.
Itz all coming back. However hard it was to kick my habit when i was younger. I think i have to try 2 times harder. Sueny, if only u could sit in the toilet and gossip thru the cubicles again with me while i relieve my pain from the pills. Now i have to stare at the door and try to do it alone. I miss you.

Anyhows, ze BF is sick :( recover quick! I still need u to support me.