Yours Truly is down with illness again.
Itz back to lao sai-ing and headache and nausea.
To hell with medicines. The thought of popping medicine into my mouth makes me feel like...ughh.
This time round the doc was nice enough to inject me. I mean at the end of it all, i did feel quite a whole lot better, but im still sick. BOOHA.

Being stuck at home did give me quite a bit of time to do dumb quizzes. Of which i found one extremely true.


You are longing for a little love and tenderness. At present you are feeling very sensitive and need a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. You don't need any further stresses, strains or arguments so take a deep breath and relax.

Which ever way you turn you feel that you are being utterly thwarted. There is considerable conflict in the air but you will stick to your beliefs and not be deterred in endeavouring to attain your objectives.

It's the old old story - I am misunderstood - my partner (be it in your private life or in business) just doesn't understand me and YOU also believe at this time that you are being completely MISUNDERSTOOD by one and all. It then obviously follows that you naturally feel inhibited and not appreciated. It is perhaps because of this belief that you feel compelled to stand back and let the rest of the world go by. As for developing a firm relationship - inwardly deep down in your subconscious mind you are wary of even trying to get close to another person because you feel that if you open up your heart and feelings you are sure to get hurt. Since you are living in a society where close relationships are the norm, you feel that there is that need to conform, but any close relationships of any magnitude that you may have tried in the past have unfortunately left you without any sense of emotional involvement.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.

supergirl is down again.

Im dead envious of girls who enjoy regular girl night outs with their BFFs. Its been missing in my life ever since i've stepped into this horrible cell others call "POLYTECHNIC". I use to be so thankful because everywhere i go, im always able to click with someone some group. Stepping into this horrid place just changed everything. It took me a long 2 years plus to realise that i never really enjoyed what i've been thru.
Ultimately dis hearted. I should be a social bunny going on glamourous parties and drinking horrible cocktails with beautiful name..but here im, doing what im doing.
Wheres the PJ party, with beautiful PJs and drunk girls talking rubbish?


Do u ever feel like breaking down, Do you ever feel out of place. like somehow u just dont belong and no one understands you.

Supergirl feels horrible and uber lonely.

Ever felt like no one cares and no one bothers nemore?

supergirl feels lonely

I should stop splurging.
The last I remembered, i earned myself quite a bit of money from the 2 months attachment. And then i keep spending thinking that i've still got a lot in my bank. Then one day im gonna check my bank statement and realise "OMG, I've got like 2 dollars left!" (ok, prob still far from that, but....) My point being, they should invent something like shop-traceptive (contraceptive..ring a bell?). Something that would stop you from shopping. Pop a pill daily and it'll prevent you from shopping, at least unnecessarily.

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........

supergirl is feeling broke

Yours truly is down with gastric flu.
It means lao saing and puking at the same time. Picture that. eeek.

Best part is, i got to take gross medication, not to mention that it taste horrible, makes me drowsy and i have to complete the whole frigging course.

Not only that, i have to go on soft food diet for the next 3 days. Hail to porridge.
>.<

Supergirl feels shitty. Literally

10 REASONS WHY YOU NEVER WANA HAVE AN OLDER BROTHER

1. He MIGHT happen to be gross and smelly and has a foul breath and has ugly skin and ugly complexion. Thou there might be a chance your brother would look very much like an ORGE.
2. He MIGHT think that he knows all just because he is born like (365 x 24 x 60) secs earlier then you are.
3. He MIGHT have a very fake english accent which he thinks is ultimate style.
4. He hogs the frigging desktop and doesn't let you play intellectual games like "THE SIMS" all cause he wants to play uber kiddy games like "MAPLE STORY"
5. He makes cold jokes and when you dont laugh, says that you're dumb. zzzz...
6. He makes the lammest comment like.."eh, why the car in front stop ar?" CAUSE ITZ FRIGGING RED LIGHT!
7. He laughs to himself, loudly, when he is chatting online.
8. He talks to himself, loudly, when he is playing game.
9. He gives lousy advice and when you do the wrong thing, blame you for it.
10. Hes hairy.

I mean of course the list could go on. But then again, i realised that not all older brothers are like that. There are a few gentlemanly ones that still exist in this world. Like say, I could be with one in the very near future. Then again, who knows.

To top this entry and put it to a good harmless end,
I shall put in a good word for all brothers in the world

BROTHERS DONT GO SHOPPING AND YOUR PARENTS CAN SPEND ALL SHOPPING TIME/MONEY ON YOU.

Cheers.
Supergirl is uber tired.

10 REASONS WHY YOU NEVER WANA HAVE AN OLDER BROTHER

1. He MIGHT happen to be gross and smelly and has a foul breath and has ugly skin and ugly complexion. Thou there might be a chance your brother would look very much like an ORGE.
2. He MIGHT think that he knows all just because he is born like (365 x 24 x 60) secs earlier then you are.
3. He MIGHT have a very fake english accent which he thinks is ultimate style.
4. He hogs the frigging desktop and doesn't let you play intellectual games like all cause he wants to play uber kiddy games like
5. He makes cold jokes and when you dont laugh, says that you're dumb. zzzz...
6. He makes the lammest comment like.."eh, why the car in front stop ar?" CAUSE ITZ FRIGGING RED LIGHT!
7. He laughs to himself, loudly, when he is chatting online.
8. He talks to himself, loudly, when he is playing game.
9. He gives lousy advice and when you do the wrong thing, blame you for it.
10. Hes hairy.

I mean of course the list could go on. But then again, i realised that not all older brothers are like that. There are a few gentlemanly ones that still exist in this world. Like say, I could be with one in the very near future. Then again, who know.

To top this entry and put it to a good harmless end,
I shall put in a good word for all brothers in the world

BROTHERS DONT GO SHOPPING AND YOUR PARENTS CAN SPEND ALL SHOPPING TIME/MONEY ON YOU.

Cheers.
Supergirl is uber tired.

Yesterday was a heart-wrenching day. It was a day i realize there was so much indifference in everyone. They way we feel, the things we want. I guess that was what once brought us together, and now..forming the cliques we call "bonds".

Things were never as simple as everyone thought it was. No one knew what was going on all the while in the complicating brain. I wish someone would lead, at least fer the time being. All i feel like now is A car without the fuel. A passion with no drive. The list could go on, but sure as hell i am that i could be judged again for whatever that is written here.

On a random note, i found a beautiful phrase to share it with my loyals:

"The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

And Supergirl needs to open those doors of hers.

Blended Coffee + Hot Chocolate with marshmallow + Mushroom linguine + Mushroom & Steak sandwich + White Chocolate ice cream + Strawberry fondue + Hot Apple tart + A triplecoatedhoneysugarbunnywithswweeetlipsandcuteface


=

AN EXTREMELY ECSTATIC Iris.
8)


supergirl says yes, she is. madly with you.

Something i got off the net.


The Penis Wants a Raise
I, the Penis,
hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons:

1. I do
physical labor.
2. I work at great depths.
3. I plunge head first into
everything I do.
4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off.
5. I
work in a damp environment.
6. I work in a dark area that has poor
ventilation.
7. I work in high temperatures.
8. My work exposes me to
diseases.

~~~~~~

Dear Penis,

After assessing your request, and considering the
arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the
following reasons:

1 You do not work 8 hours straight.
2 You WORK IN
SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period.
3 You do not
always follow the orders of the management team.
4 You do not stay in your
designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations.
5 You do not
take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to
start working.
6 You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your
shift.
7 You don't always observe necessary safety regulations, such as
wearing the correct protective clothing.
8 You will retire LONG before you
are 65.
9 You are unable to work double shifts.
10.You sometimes leave
your designated work area before you have completed the assigned task.
11.And if that were not all, you have constantly been seen entering and
exiting the workplace carrying two suspicious-looking bags.

Sincerely,
The Management



HILARIOUS.

I've been feeling awfully emotionally unstable for the past few days.
My position in the team, and if i am nothing but a burden.
My place in his heart, and if i am nothing but a plaything.

Theres an angel on my right shoulder saying stuff like "Iris, youre the best and you know youve done your ultimate best." And then i look to my left and the devil says "Iris you stinky peepee, youve never worked hard at all and youre not worth nething at all."

I mean schools reopen and meeting my friends did help me take my mind off loads of stuff. At the same time i realize that ive been neglecting them. To my sunshines, i love u. hehe..
My loyal reader, thanks for visitng me blog despite the lack of updates. Blame it on "Princess Hours"


Its hard not to fall in love with that show. I mean its all about princes and princesses. *dreams*

supergirl wants her prince charming.

Its spiraling downwards.
can you see it?

In the place of passion
Lies an empty void



supergirl is wondering

Things are looking so much better for me already. Im putting down some rather ugly stuff and moving on with my life. Im going to be the old cheerful Iris all over again. I've got my head dyed (died). Itz like dried grass now and if someone were to set my head on fire, I bet you ten frigging bucks my hair would be the best place to start from. Haha..

I've been staying in the school hostel these few days and i mean thou im pretty tired having to wake up at 6.30 every morning to go fer attachment, im having darn loads of fun with my 3 other house mates. The competition is drawing closer and every single one in the team are having mixed emotions. I guess itz all about feeling the stress and then trying to make things go up but yet trying to balance whatever emotions all corked up in those hearts of theirs. Magnum,we'll be able to pull thru this together. Few days down the road, we'll be holding the trophy and crying...telling ourselves.."itz all worth it"

Neways, so much so about training, i forgot to mention about the competition dates. It'll be on 24th of March
at
Plaza Singapura
at about 3pm to 5 pm.

right. Im going to bed soon cause im dead beat. Will update soon bout our long awaited championship. lols.

Supergirl will hang on.

Finally some time to update this long abandon blog of mine. My life the past few day has been rather stagnant. Itz almost like the routine we do during trng everyday. sequence 1 and 2 and 3.............................
Except my life consist of prob only 2 sequence.
attachment
training
attachment
training
attachment
training
attachment
training

and so it goes..lols.
I've really got to thank my dearest attachment mate siti Zahrah, otherwise known as "Zara". lols..she makes me look forward to attachment. Where else can u find someone as genuine as her? Thank God.

John says im sem-depressed. I call that "tired". lols.

supergirl needs a miracle pill

Itz been one whole day of shopping the whole day. First in town with John den later part in Suntec with my parents. A long period of time since i've gone on such shopping trips. Sad thing is, i still havent got over my obsession with branded stuff. Like no matter how lethargic im, somehow my eyes would still linger over words like "Dior, Chanel, Fendi..." Just strolling past the shops at taka made me again realise how POOR im. yes. haha..
Everything was on sale. Everything except those that im interested in. Working in parkway doesnt help either. Topshop,Levis, Isetan...OMG,im going crazy. Perlini has up to like 70% sales, Levis 50%, NOVO 50%, Body shop 20%. yea..now u get what i mean. hahas..
Itz really sick how when u really like a certain piece of bag and then u're told like itz the last piece. And den your mum goes.."dont buy la, last piece very dirty." the Lacoste bag.



supergirl wants that.

Welcome to my life.


Same script different cast.

this was the best version i cld get of the song. enjoy. :)

I feel like the bunny.

To the one who did motivate me at some point of my life:

im nt sure if u ever do read what i write on this really small insignificant blog of mine and im wont be sure if u'll ever know that its u im referring to but i've gt something i've held on to fer a really long time. im jus praying that u'll understand when u read this. U see, i been feeling really "under-utilized" fer a very long time. i've gt no idea about the plans that you do have fer me. i know itz only me to blame fer nt meeting up to yer expectations in the beginning, but i did make the effort to do something about it. i dont see the need to confront u about it, cuz u're already so tied down with everything else and i dowana be another burden to you. right now, i'll jus keep quiet and do wadeva u do has assigned to me and wish fer better positions in the near future. i dowana be a white elephant and nt be of any help, so im gona still put in everything into wadeva positions im holding. Pls put me to use. Till den, u know we all believe u can do it. lead us.




supergirl wonders who cheers the cheerleaders and who will guard the guard?

happy chinese new year monkeys. :P
Went fer norbit at 1.15 am in the morning. DAMN GOOD I TELL U. haha..if i ever were to get to that size,i wouldnt bother to walk around nemore. I'll roll around. haaha.

NEways, did quite abit of visiting today. loads of chinese new year goodddddddddddddddddies. A lot of walking frm houses to houses and snacking on the tibits here and there. I can feel myself growing horizontally. I prob gain a few kg frm the visiting. Im so fat i left the house in heels and came back with flip flops.
HAHA! cold joke =x

supergirl got angbaossssssssssssssssssssssssssss

HAPPY VALENTINES U BA-BU-SENGS!
Iris is feeling rather happy now cause of a few obvious reasons.
Say fer 1, itz the last day of exams and im free from studying. at least fer another say, a month or 2.
Point number 2 being the fact that itz VALENTINES DAY and my day has been rather...shall i say, fruitful. I'll leave the details fer u to ask me.

Some really quick pictures.



Euphoria from CK. from none other than...

hahas..50 bucks to remove the picture.

Delicious rose.

Thats Jimmy's friend. Ivy.

This is hilarious. Listen.
If Jimmy is a seal. Ivy is an elephant.
What wld their kids be?
Sealephant.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
Find me one. i'll pay u a hundred bucks.

supergirl is flyingggggggggggggggggggg.