Have u ever been in a position where you're really glad that your loved one didnt get to go to a certain function? Yet at the same time, you know that you shouldn't be feeling glad cause he or she is feeling downright lousy for not being able to attend a long looked-forward function? It jus makes you want to exchange position with him or her. To tell that loved one of your's," I'll do anything to help u get there, just tell me how" , even thou at the end of the day ure the one who ends up feeling lousy?

Anyhows, I manage to catch The Guardian with teh BF on friday evening. Itz an awesome movie. Not to mention ashton kutcher, the eye candy. Haha...hot bod. I was close to tearing throughout quite a few parts of the show. Great storyline. Worth the 2 half hours.

supergirl wishes to help.

Have u ever been in a position where you're really glad that your loved one didnt get to go to a certain function? Yet at the same time, you know that you shouldn't be feeling glad cause he or she is feeling downright lousy for not being able to attend a long looked-forward function? It jus makes you want to exchange position with him or her. To tell that loved one of your's," I'll do anything to help u get there, just tell me how" , even thou at the end of the day ure the one who ends up feeling lousy?

Anyhows, I manage to catch The Guardian with teh BF on friday evening. Itz an awesome movie. Not to mention ashton kutcher, the eye candy. Haha...hot bod. I was close to tearing throughout quite a few parts of the show. Great storyline. Worth the 2 half hours.

supergirl wishes to help.

CAMWHORING TUESDAY
I've always believed picture speaks a thousand words.
Here it goes.






ROAR

Holidays seemed like yesterday. Haha..itz full blast into a new school term and we're already starting class proper. My lecturers are either woman, old man or indians. Nothing to oggle at. Come to think of it, whose lecturer aint? hmm....first year is the best. Hahas......Im sure some of you get what i mean. Anyhows, 4 frigging hours break today. Im gona have 4 hrs break EVERY FRIGGING WEDNESDAY. Lemme repeat, 4 FRIGGING HOURS. Book me book me. *Me go with u cheap cheap.* NOT. I was joking. Hahas..I was suppose to like watch the Bring it on DVD that Shaun burnt for me, but being the very clever him, he burnt it on a CD. Which means that you can only HEAR them talking. H-A-H-A-H-A. Shaun is stupid.

BUT

I still wana wish you a very happy birthday althou you have "conveniently" decide to hold a birthday party at duno-which-club knowing that I can't enter cuz im still an infant. THANKEW SHAUN LEONG. But im sure we'll have our very own birthday celebration with my Brat Jo when there is time. RIGHT?

Supergirl is schooling once again!

I've been trying so hard to get into good books. But im starting to feel very empty inside. The passion seems to be deminishing and im finding it so hard to move on. Like the very fire that inspired me to push myself seems to be getting smaller and smaller. When im free, i find myself daydreaming about the day i'll actually be facing audiences with THEM. Am i not suppose to be one of them? I find myself questioning my very own existence. Im so tired.

Sigh.

On the brighter side, school's reopening soon and i cant wait to go back to my sunshines and bitch about everything. ROAR. Haha..You know how i've always been crazy and up to something. My latest craze are nail polish. My current collection includes gold,green,pink and purple. Im sure my collection will be growing.

Anyhows.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY. I love you. I really do. But i just cant bring myself to say it to u face to face. But i swear i really love you. Like ALOT ALOT. My blog has been loads of words. No pictures but i'll be updating soon. School's starting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Supergirl wants her friends.

I SWEAR IM GONA GET SACK.

Everything is going so wrong. Itz when it seems like the whole world is against you and out to bring you down. Like when mister KARMA comes knocking on your door and goes "ITZ-TIME-TO-PAY-YOUR-DEBT-YOU-BITCH" kinda stuff.

WORK SUCKS.
BGR SUCKS.

I wana bury myself in a hole with lifetime supply of green tea so i would never have to face the world again.

Where is superboy.

I have to say this. Itz been stuck with me ever since I saw that particular man on Tuesday at Hougang mall. Heres what happened. Hes a rather plump man, standing at bout 171cm with those really crew cut hair. There was nothing wrong with his facial features or organs. But because hes more to the plump side, u know, fats tend to build up around the...well,let me put it in a nicer way-chest. Therefore, he has small "neh neh". I have nothing against the "neh neh" but the shirt he was wearing was screaming fer attention. AT HIS "NEH NEH". The army green shirt was printed with the words "attention attention!......................". The worst part was the word "attention" was in like blood red and happened to be right on his "neh neh".

TOTAL TURN OFF. totally.

Supergirl like man with toned neh neh.
otherwise known as chest.
ROAR.
Like teh bf. hehe

Im craving for strawberry-snow-skin-mooncake-with-lotus-paste-and-egg-yolk.

repeat after me.

STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
Right. Thats the way. Haha..

STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.

Im fine with red bean paste as well. =x

ROAR

LET TWITS BE GONE

Itz like 1 frigging am in the morning but i can't bring myself into sleepy land because of a very disturbing testimonial that i read on teh bf's friendster profile. Itz not those forward-this-to-(number)-of-people-or-you-will-die-tml kinda testimonial. You all know all these dont happen. Itz a zillion times worse than that. I'll leave you to guess.






hint #1
I lOvE hIm So MuCh I CaN't LiVe WiThOUT Him



thats not bad enough. try this



hint #2
I LuRbB HiiM SoO MuCh WorXx. cAnn NoRtts LiiVes wiiThOuT hIim WorX. SobXx



















If you havent got it yet. Lemme tell you. TWITS. Who hates them? (both hands up) What are twits?

http://museum-of-twits.blogspot.com/2005/03/whats-twit_31.html

Pls go and get yourself accustom to the terms. These are some examples.


EXAMPLE 1

" euu all dun00 hw to readd ouRr kinDda engliiSh nehhx. maybe. iis n0rtt u all dunCh understaNdd whRr ur la0huayan de sPectacles aRggs? ohh u g0rtt la0renchiidaiizhen. sadd f0r u."

translation:"you all don't know how to read our kind of english maybe. Is not u all dont understand where your reading glasses? oh you are senile. sad for u"


EXAMPLE 2"heysh gurrl ii wan twuu cwatch uuer wavhbe~ heysh gurrl ii wan twuu dribt awaey wib uue~"

translation:"hey girl i wana catch your wave, hey girl i wana drift away with you"





Now u understand how i feel. Don't they ever understand how revolting their "LANGUAGE" is?They have their own version of dictionary. Heard it before? Call it http://twitionary.blogspot.com/ TWITIONARY'>"> TWITIONARY
Revolting. Plus they have those tilt-your-head-45degree-down-and-then-raise-the-camera-above-your-head-then-stare-into-camera-and-look-scary look. And itz suppose to be kawaii nehx.


SAVE US.
Supergirl dieded le worxx.

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Fat , Short & Stupid

Great. what a lethal combination.

Frustrations and Disappointments.
It was a involuntary kinda feeling. Every single cell in my body were screaming "take me take me. choose me choose me!" But all i could do was just to stand and look. Not to mention the pathetic face i must have plastered on my face throughout it all. I was finally taken in and made useful. But it must be the pathetic face. I swear. Everyone was going "itz okie itz okie" but itz not man. I felt like there was this blob of molten metal place at the back of my throat, slowly making itz way down my stomach.
Everyone must have felt useless once in awhile somewhere someplace at a certain point of time. But my brain is overloaded with signals telling me "u're useless. u're fat" Like a broken down radio repeating the same signal over and over again. It sorta pisses me off that im getting these kinda signals from my brains. But come to think of it again, is my brain trustworthy to begin with? Heh. Right now i think i should follow the path my heart sets out in front fer me. To hang on perserve and to work hard. Im not going to wallow myself in selfpity and all those shit stuff. A quote from a special someone "u'll only treasure what u really fight fer." Thank you. I'll always remember it.

I'll be like superwoman.
I'll soar higher then the birds.
(heh....)

Happy Birthday to the Love of my Life

This is a song dedicated to you baby. I love you sweetheart.

Christian Bautista - The Way You Look At Me


No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up too
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes see everything
Without a single word
[Chorus]
Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knowsYOui're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothin'in this world I can't be
I never know what you see but there's
somethin' in the way you look at meIf I could freeze a moment in my mind
It'll be the second that you
Touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock
Make time stands still
Cause baby yhis is just the way
I always wanna feel
[Chorus]
I don't know who you are
I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens every time
[Chorus]
The way you look at me

I cant load the frigging vid into blogger, so maybe heres the link for u guys to view. Great song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g8D1QDGBFok

Exams are over!
weeeeha!

lols...Today marks the end of my exams. but it too marks the end of the semester. I cant believe how quickly the semester has pass. Next week will be back to trainings and loads of working.
Heh..went shooping with my dearest Brat and Del today. Theres so much things and so little money. SICKENING. Im gona work hard. so hard. very hard. extremely hard. So i can earn many many money and buy many many things. I sound retarded. hahas...
Because Brat had to go home early and Del met up with her friend. I was force to go home. ALONE. I was suppose to shop for a present for my dearest smelly boyfriend. But the search was in vain. Like I've said, the thingswere either too frigging expensive or they're just not practical enough. SICKENING.

Im bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhaustedand bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted.

I wanas catchs thes forbiddens citys mans. Whos wanas buys mes thes tickets? lervs yous manys manys wors. >.<
See, i just proved my point.
Lerv u all Ba-Bu-Sengs!

I've been mugging and mugging and mugging these few days. If not mugging, im probably siming or out with Mervin. My maid went back to indonesia and the next one wont be here till like friday. Thats 3 more frigging day! I had to wash my own clothes, pack my own bed and iron my own clothes. U maybe wondering whats with all the moolah, but i have no idea how anyone can bear to do housework. Much less teenagers like me who has been living in a house with maid for like her whole enitre life.
The whole house is (and im proud to say) in a mess now. :D Because my brothers refuse to do the housework and insisted that because ima girl, i should do it. BUT NO! im gona stick MY~ass to the chair and whine so they'll get THEIR~ fat ass around to do the house work. And they did, they're ironing my clothes now.

Im a supergirl.
hear me ROAR.

anyhows, i spent half my afternoon trying to figure out this thing work. Although i've played with it before, i was still amused.
http://www.titane.ca/concordia/dfar251/igod/main.html






















HAHAHAHAHHAH!

I've got a frigging FAIL for my IBT test. That was like the first time when i actually flipped open my paper and realised that "OMG i have no idea how to do the questions" Itz those kinda feeling where u actually want to just walk out of class and wait for retest but my intuition told me i should stay and do my best. And im glad i did. Cause instead of getting a big fat ZERO for my paper, i got a 34. And thats upon 100. I so told myself im gona study real hard for the next exam paper and just like wish my ass off that i'll pass the whole module.

I caught the fireworks from Italy on saturday with Mervin and it was great. I was feeling really emo that day and lots of tears and stuff but im just so glad hes always there for me. Love you baby. The moment the fireworks were out, all i could think of was how lucky i was just being next to him.

Does anyone wana buy bracelets? Im selling some real pretty cheerleading bracelets for a mere price of 5-8 bucks depending on the desgin. Contact me for more information alrights?

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE!

Hahas, im not dead. No worries. I bet half of u Ba-Bu-Sengs who visit my blog actually wished i was. Wadeva it is, theres so much to update. I actually tore myself away from The Sims2 to update.

I HAVE TO TELL YOU THIS. I SAW ELVIN NG LIKE FACE TO FACE. I even took a picture with him. I'll post it up one day. I promise. Hes like the new definition of cute. Humble and real generous with his smiles. *daydreams* Im not gona tell neone where i saw him. Bribe me. Bidding price starts at $1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000.00

Guess what, I woke up last sunday morning and decided that on that eventful day, i shall snip away my pretty pony tail. I have this tendency to like do something to my hair everytime exams draws near. Am i normal? Im currently heading a..........................bob? I duno, maybe more like mop? Haha, im glad i dont look like a freak.

I swear i would really love to blog more, but it HAPPENS to be 1.40 am in the morning and my eyelids are giving up on me. The Sims2 just got me hooked. PLUS i have to "re-charge" for the studython tmr.

p.s: If only theres a fast fwd button in life. Like sims2.

Im a supergirl
hear me ROAR

So they've all got a uniform to call their own. Would i ever own one? Thats a question to ponder about.

I cant believe im like blogging at a time when i m suppose to be worried about my project. I feel so frigging occupied but yet empty at the same time. Prob cause the biological clock says it time for mood swings. Thats not the point thou, i just cant accept the fact that a semester has gone by jus like THAT. After every semester, i end up telling myself im not gona leave my project to the last min again but i keep doing the same thing. Hahas...im so full of crap. ROAR.
Work today was great. Worked with the few "oldies". They were real nice to me. All the pampering and asking me to drink water, real sweet. They even sent me home. Hahas. Nice guys eh?

I miss ze bf. ROAR

This post is dedicated specially to my Brat.

Itz time u move on. Itz not your fault. Never your fault. You've tried hard, we knew. Things weren't going the way you wanted it to go. You just decided you were gona take control of your life instead of waiting aimless for something u know would never happen. So much things were left un-done for these 8 months, do u think if time were to go back, things would be better? I doubt it. So please pick yourself up. Dont let those words get to you again. I want you to grow up and move on ahead. It'll be hard, but i swear i'll be there for you. always.
Needless to say, moving on would be hard when everyone else thinks itz your fault. But we know, the sunshines knows that you've tried so hard. I wouldn't even dare compare myself to you. I feel ashamed just putting myself next to you when it comes to r/s. I've been so pampered but i complained. All u did was to hang on. I admire u. But Brat, itz time for you to share this greatness with someone who really deserve you.
I wish u all the best.





"When one door closes, another opens."

NOW MY NEW NICK NAME IS CALLED COOPES.
Thankx Del.

ps: I love ze Bf many.