Itz the 17th of Nov. 1.52 am in the morning.
A relationship paused
A promise made.


supergirl has to learn to take care of herself.

It was one of the best weekend i've ever had.
ShaunJohnTianYin and myself went over to Jaz place for the night after clubhouse cleaning which was equally awesome as well.
I couldn't believe we spent like 3 hours (?) playing the stupid dumb drinking game that Shaun taught us.
I've leanrt many things in the process.
1) TianYin does stupid things like making us put out toes to our face- when shes high.
2)John has a HUGE bladder.
3) Jazmin is a good drinker. Not bad i guess
4) Cherrynade and vodka dont go well together. ASK SHAUN.
Some pictures for entertainment. (frm Jaz's Blog)























They make me laugh. Haha...always there for me during trainings. Pushing me. Heh...
Oh..Thank you Shaun and John for getting me a present thou itz a lil belated. I havent got one for u yet Shaun. haha...

THE SECOND BASES.

Hee...Karen..please put a pretty pretty flower on my head? Wont take u long to edit this picture and repost it right? Pretty please.

supergirl's passion.

John is the left neh neh pok
Shaun is the right neh neh pok.
Together, they are the NEH NEH POKS.

haha.

supergirl's life is screwed.

I HAVE NO PAPER TO WRITE ON CAUSE I ALWAYS KOPE FROM DAH-LI-AH.
Shit.
Now i cant do my tutorial.

Do u guys ever know that "babablacksheep,ABCD and twinkletwinkle" goes on the same tune?
Try singing..
BA BA Black sheep have u any wool
EH, BE, CE , DE, E, EF, GE.
twinkle twinkle little star.
RHYMES RIGHT!

hahahahahhahahahahahahhaahhaha...
Im going nuts cuase tell me..WHO IN THE WORLD COMES TO SCHOOL ONE HOUR BEFORE CLASS STARTS?
not to mention class was suppose to start at nine.
Which means that ....
ihavetowakeupat7.30amtobathandpackmyfriggingbag
Whihc means that...
icantsleepmorethen8hours
Which means that..
I'llbereallycrankyfortherestoftheday.


Im gona do my tutorial. 8(

HELP.
Supergirl is cranky.

Happy birthday Sammy boy!

FAT DIE ME.

Right. I havent been updating the past few days cuz blogger wasnt working well. At least not fer me. Training has been ending so late lately (late lately? hmm...) that by the time i get home, itz close to 12. BUT thats not the prob, training leaves me so hungry i have to at least take a bite before i go to bed to fill up the empty tummy. HOWEVER, thats not exactly the problem as well cuz i end up eating more then i really want to. Im gona die from obesity.

Haha..anyhows, i wana thank all my babes and friends for wishing me happy birthday. Esp to teh bf who made an effort to bring me out fer dinner and then got me a really pretty Jacket. PINK of course. Andra(my superman),ZhiLiang,Sam,WeiXuan,Wilson..Thanx loads for the supergirl belt. SOOOOOOOOOOO me. And thanx Jaz and Tianying for being there all the time and getting me blue nailpolish to add up to my latest craze. LOVE U ALL LONG LONG.






Last but not least, happy birthday superman.














Supergirl is a yr older!

Have u ever been in a position where you're really glad that your loved one didnt get to go to a certain function? Yet at the same time, you know that you shouldn't be feeling glad cause he or she is feeling downright lousy for not being able to attend a long looked-forward function? It jus makes you want to exchange position with him or her. To tell that loved one of your's," I'll do anything to help u get there, just tell me how" , even thou at the end of the day ure the one who ends up feeling lousy?

Anyhows, I manage to catch The Guardian with teh BF on friday evening. Itz an awesome movie. Not to mention ashton kutcher, the eye candy. Haha...hot bod. I was close to tearing throughout quite a few parts of the show. Great storyline. Worth the 2 half hours.

supergirl wishes to help.

Have u ever been in a position where you're really glad that your loved one didnt get to go to a certain function? Yet at the same time, you know that you shouldn't be feeling glad cause he or she is feeling downright lousy for not being able to attend a long looked-forward function? It jus makes you want to exchange position with him or her. To tell that loved one of your's," I'll do anything to help u get there, just tell me how" , even thou at the end of the day ure the one who ends up feeling lousy?

Anyhows, I manage to catch The Guardian with teh BF on friday evening. Itz an awesome movie. Not to mention ashton kutcher, the eye candy. Haha...hot bod. I was close to tearing throughout quite a few parts of the show. Great storyline. Worth the 2 half hours.

supergirl wishes to help.

CAMWHORING TUESDAY
I've always believed picture speaks a thousand words.
Here it goes.






ROAR

Holidays seemed like yesterday. Haha..itz full blast into a new school term and we're already starting class proper. My lecturers are either woman, old man or indians. Nothing to oggle at. Come to think of it, whose lecturer aint? hmm....first year is the best. Hahas......Im sure some of you get what i mean. Anyhows, 4 frigging hours break today. Im gona have 4 hrs break EVERY FRIGGING WEDNESDAY. Lemme repeat, 4 FRIGGING HOURS. Book me book me. *Me go with u cheap cheap.* NOT. I was joking. Hahas..I was suppose to like watch the Bring it on DVD that Shaun burnt for me, but being the very clever him, he burnt it on a CD. Which means that you can only HEAR them talking. H-A-H-A-H-A. Shaun is stupid.

BUT

I still wana wish you a very happy birthday althou you have "conveniently" decide to hold a birthday party at duno-which-club knowing that I can't enter cuz im still an infant. THANKEW SHAUN LEONG. But im sure we'll have our very own birthday celebration with my Brat Jo when there is time. RIGHT?

Supergirl is schooling once again!

I've been trying so hard to get into good books. But im starting to feel very empty inside. The passion seems to be deminishing and im finding it so hard to move on. Like the very fire that inspired me to push myself seems to be getting smaller and smaller. When im free, i find myself daydreaming about the day i'll actually be facing audiences with THEM. Am i not suppose to be one of them? I find myself questioning my very own existence. Im so tired.

Sigh.

On the brighter side, school's reopening soon and i cant wait to go back to my sunshines and bitch about everything. ROAR. Haha..You know how i've always been crazy and up to something. My latest craze are nail polish. My current collection includes gold,green,pink and purple. Im sure my collection will be growing.

Anyhows.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY. I love you. I really do. But i just cant bring myself to say it to u face to face. But i swear i really love you. Like ALOT ALOT. My blog has been loads of words. No pictures but i'll be updating soon. School's starting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Supergirl wants her friends.

I SWEAR IM GONA GET SACK.

Everything is going so wrong. Itz when it seems like the whole world is against you and out to bring you down. Like when mister KARMA comes knocking on your door and goes "ITZ-TIME-TO-PAY-YOUR-DEBT-YOU-BITCH" kinda stuff.

WORK SUCKS.
BGR SUCKS.

I wana bury myself in a hole with lifetime supply of green tea so i would never have to face the world again.

Where is superboy.

I have to say this. Itz been stuck with me ever since I saw that particular man on Tuesday at Hougang mall. Heres what happened. Hes a rather plump man, standing at bout 171cm with those really crew cut hair. There was nothing wrong with his facial features or organs. But because hes more to the plump side, u know, fats tend to build up around the...well,let me put it in a nicer way-chest. Therefore, he has small "neh neh". I have nothing against the "neh neh" but the shirt he was wearing was screaming fer attention. AT HIS "NEH NEH". The army green shirt was printed with the words "attention attention!......................". The worst part was the word "attention" was in like blood red and happened to be right on his "neh neh".

TOTAL TURN OFF. totally.

Supergirl like man with toned neh neh.
otherwise known as chest.
ROAR.
Like teh bf. hehe

Im craving for strawberry-snow-skin-mooncake-with-lotus-paste-and-egg-yolk.

repeat after me.

STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
Right. Thats the way. Haha..

STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.
STRAWBERRY-SNOW-SKIN-MOON-CAKE-WITH-LOTUS-PASTE-AND-EGG-YOLK.

Im fine with red bean paste as well. =x

ROAR

LET TWITS BE GONE

Itz like 1 frigging am in the morning but i can't bring myself into sleepy land because of a very disturbing testimonial that i read on teh bf's friendster profile. Itz not those forward-this-to-(number)-of-people-or-you-will-die-tml kinda testimonial. You all know all these dont happen. Itz a zillion times worse than that. I'll leave you to guess.






hint #1
I lOvE hIm So MuCh I CaN't LiVe WiThOUT Him



thats not bad enough. try this



hint #2
I LuRbB HiiM SoO MuCh WorXx. cAnn NoRtts LiiVes wiiThOuT hIim WorX. SobXx



















If you havent got it yet. Lemme tell you. TWITS. Who hates them? (both hands up) What are twits?

http://museum-of-twits.blogspot.com/2005/03/whats-twit_31.html

Pls go and get yourself accustom to the terms. These are some examples.


EXAMPLE 1

" euu all dun00 hw to readd ouRr kinDda engliiSh nehhx. maybe. iis n0rtt u all dunCh understaNdd whRr ur la0huayan de sPectacles aRggs? ohh u g0rtt la0renchiidaiizhen. sadd f0r u."

translation:"you all don't know how to read our kind of english maybe. Is not u all dont understand where your reading glasses? oh you are senile. sad for u"


EXAMPLE 2"heysh gurrl ii wan twuu cwatch uuer wavhbe~ heysh gurrl ii wan twuu dribt awaey wib uue~"

translation:"hey girl i wana catch your wave, hey girl i wana drift away with you"





Now u understand how i feel. Don't they ever understand how revolting their "LANGUAGE" is?They have their own version of dictionary. Heard it before? Call it http://twitionary.blogspot.com/ TWITIONARY'>"> TWITIONARY
Revolting. Plus they have those tilt-your-head-45degree-down-and-then-raise-the-camera-above-your-head-then-stare-into-camera-and-look-scary look. And itz suppose to be kawaii nehx.


SAVE US.
Supergirl dieded le worxx.

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Fat , Short & Stupid

Great. what a lethal combination.

Frustrations and Disappointments.
It was a involuntary kinda feeling. Every single cell in my body were screaming "take me take me. choose me choose me!" But all i could do was just to stand and look. Not to mention the pathetic face i must have plastered on my face throughout it all. I was finally taken in and made useful. But it must be the pathetic face. I swear. Everyone was going "itz okie itz okie" but itz not man. I felt like there was this blob of molten metal place at the back of my throat, slowly making itz way down my stomach.
Everyone must have felt useless once in awhile somewhere someplace at a certain point of time. But my brain is overloaded with signals telling me "u're useless. u're fat" Like a broken down radio repeating the same signal over and over again. It sorta pisses me off that im getting these kinda signals from my brains. But come to think of it again, is my brain trustworthy to begin with? Heh. Right now i think i should follow the path my heart sets out in front fer me. To hang on perserve and to work hard. Im not going to wallow myself in selfpity and all those shit stuff. A quote from a special someone "u'll only treasure what u really fight fer." Thank you. I'll always remember it.

I'll be like superwoman.
I'll soar higher then the birds.
(heh....)

Happy Birthday to the Love of my Life

This is a song dedicated to you baby. I love you sweetheart.

Christian Bautista - The Way You Look At Me


No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up too
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes see everything
Without a single word
[Chorus]
Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knowsYOui're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothin'in this world I can't be
I never know what you see but there's
somethin' in the way you look at meIf I could freeze a moment in my mind
It'll be the second that you
Touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock
Make time stands still
Cause baby yhis is just the way
I always wanna feel
[Chorus]
I don't know who you are
I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens every time
[Chorus]
The way you look at me

I cant load the frigging vid into blogger, so maybe heres the link for u guys to view. Great song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g8D1QDGBFok

Exams are over!
weeeeha!

lols...Today marks the end of my exams. but it too marks the end of the semester. I cant believe how quickly the semester has pass. Next week will be back to trainings and loads of working.
Heh..went shooping with my dearest Brat and Del today. Theres so much things and so little money. SICKENING. Im gona work hard. so hard. very hard. extremely hard. So i can earn many many money and buy many many things. I sound retarded. hahas...
Because Brat had to go home early and Del met up with her friend. I was force to go home. ALONE. I was suppose to shop for a present for my dearest smelly boyfriend. But the search was in vain. Like I've said, the thingswere either too frigging expensive or they're just not practical enough. SICKENING.

Im bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted and bored and exhaustedand bored and exhausted and bored and exhausted.

I wanas catchs thes forbiddens citys mans. Whos wanas buys mes thes tickets? lervs yous manys manys wors. >.<
See, i just proved my point.
Lerv u all Ba-Bu-Sengs!

I've been mugging and mugging and mugging these few days. If not mugging, im probably siming or out with Mervin. My maid went back to indonesia and the next one wont be here till like friday. Thats 3 more frigging day! I had to wash my own clothes, pack my own bed and iron my own clothes. U maybe wondering whats with all the moolah, but i have no idea how anyone can bear to do housework. Much less teenagers like me who has been living in a house with maid for like her whole enitre life.
The whole house is (and im proud to say) in a mess now. :D Because my brothers refuse to do the housework and insisted that because ima girl, i should do it. BUT NO! im gona stick MY~ass to the chair and whine so they'll get THEIR~ fat ass around to do the house work. And they did, they're ironing my clothes now.

Im a supergirl.
hear me ROAR.

anyhows, i spent half my afternoon trying to figure out this thing work. Although i've played with it before, i was still amused.
http://www.titane.ca/concordia/dfar251/igod/main.html






















HAHAHAHAHHAH!

I've got a frigging FAIL for my IBT test. That was like the first time when i actually flipped open my paper and realised that "OMG i have no idea how to do the questions" Itz those kinda feeling where u actually want to just walk out of class and wait for retest but my intuition told me i should stay and do my best. And im glad i did. Cause instead of getting a big fat ZERO for my paper, i got a 34. And thats upon 100. I so told myself im gona study real hard for the next exam paper and just like wish my ass off that i'll pass the whole module.

I caught the fireworks from Italy on saturday with Mervin and it was great. I was feeling really emo that day and lots of tears and stuff but im just so glad hes always there for me. Love you baby. The moment the fireworks were out, all i could think of was how lucky i was just being next to him.

Does anyone wana buy bracelets? Im selling some real pretty cheerleading bracelets for a mere price of 5-8 bucks depending on the desgin. Contact me for more information alrights?

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE!

Hahas, im not dead. No worries. I bet half of u Ba-Bu-Sengs who visit my blog actually wished i was. Wadeva it is, theres so much to update. I actually tore myself away from The Sims2 to update.

I HAVE TO TELL YOU THIS. I SAW ELVIN NG LIKE FACE TO FACE. I even took a picture with him. I'll post it up one day. I promise. Hes like the new definition of cute. Humble and real generous with his smiles. *daydreams* Im not gona tell neone where i saw him. Bribe me. Bidding price starts at $1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000.00

Guess what, I woke up last sunday morning and decided that on that eventful day, i shall snip away my pretty pony tail. I have this tendency to like do something to my hair everytime exams draws near. Am i normal? Im currently heading a..........................bob? I duno, maybe more like mop? Haha, im glad i dont look like a freak.

I swear i would really love to blog more, but it HAPPENS to be 1.40 am in the morning and my eyelids are giving up on me. The Sims2 just got me hooked. PLUS i have to "re-charge" for the studython tmr.

p.s: If only theres a fast fwd button in life. Like sims2.

Im a supergirl
hear me ROAR

So they've all got a uniform to call their own. Would i ever own one? Thats a question to ponder about.

I cant believe im like blogging at a time when i m suppose to be worried about my project. I feel so frigging occupied but yet empty at the same time. Prob cause the biological clock says it time for mood swings. Thats not the point thou, i just cant accept the fact that a semester has gone by jus like THAT. After every semester, i end up telling myself im not gona leave my project to the last min again but i keep doing the same thing. Hahas...im so full of crap. ROAR.
Work today was great. Worked with the few "oldies". They were real nice to me. All the pampering and asking me to drink water, real sweet. They even sent me home. Hahas. Nice guys eh?

I miss ze bf. ROAR

This post is dedicated specially to my Brat.

Itz time u move on. Itz not your fault. Never your fault. You've tried hard, we knew. Things weren't going the way you wanted it to go. You just decided you were gona take control of your life instead of waiting aimless for something u know would never happen. So much things were left un-done for these 8 months, do u think if time were to go back, things would be better? I doubt it. So please pick yourself up. Dont let those words get to you again. I want you to grow up and move on ahead. It'll be hard, but i swear i'll be there for you. always.
Needless to say, moving on would be hard when everyone else thinks itz your fault. But we know, the sunshines knows that you've tried so hard. I wouldn't even dare compare myself to you. I feel ashamed just putting myself next to you when it comes to r/s. I've been so pampered but i complained. All u did was to hang on. I admire u. But Brat, itz time for you to share this greatness with someone who really deserve you.
I wish u all the best.





"When one door closes, another opens."

NOW MY NEW NICK NAME IS CALLED COOPES.
Thankx Del.

ps: I love ze Bf many.

DEL GETS HIGH ON NOTHING. I could seriously just swear on that sentence alone. Imagine this 20+ girls who dressed in the finest clothes (not exactly fine but well..) and then she just starts talking real loudly and bitching around. For the wrong reasons. Lucky for me I had fun myself too and joined in. But poor Jojo actually got irritated. Wahahas.....And for that she got a nickname from the self-high-DEL. The conversation went something like that.

DEL: EH! U irritated with us ar!
JOJO: LITTLEBITLAR
DEL: You cannot see we're having fun ar! Join us la!
JOJO: (ignoresher)

Del tried to comtinue with her tutorials. then she realised she didn't know how to do.

DEL: OEI! HOW YOU DO THIS QUESTION AR! (ponders for awhile) Duish...

so for now,my darling brat has this new name called "duish..". And i've made a conclusion..when Del gets self high-ed, she forgets her best buds name. heh. Anyhows, im suppose to run the track with the self high-ed Del today. Lets see if she'll keep up with me.

Im a supergirl.
Hear me roar.

Training was lonely.
Work was bad.

I sold a miserable 4 box set today. I cant believe im gona work at northpoint again tml. I didnt know what made me agree to switch from sunplaza to northpoint. This whole week just suck big time. I only wish it would pass quickly. Thank God itz sunday tml.

I've been fantasizing bout those mind-blasting french kisses recently. Those that would take your breath away and you'll feel like you're on seventh heaven kinda thing.

Time for bed.
I hope i dream of that hot model on the chanel lipstick advert i saw this afternoon. Tats.

Training was lonely.
Work was bad.

I sold a miserable 4 box set today. I cant believe im gona work at northpoint again tml. I didnt know what made me agree to switch from sunplaza to northpoint. This whole week just suck big time. I only wish it would pass quickly. Thank God itz sunday tml.

I've been fantasizing bout those mind-blasting french kisses recently. Those that would take your breath away and you'll feel like you're on seventh heaven kinda thing.

Time for bed.
I hope i dream of that hot model on the chanel lipstick advert i saw this afternoon. Tats.

Ima cranky mama today.
Like Fuck.

Im sick. Not like physically sick. But sick of how things works. Im not involved in performance. Again. Wee.....I so love the fact. I wonder where i stand sometimes. Maybe im jus not significant enought.

Lovestobeleftout. Lovesitmanymany.

IM BLOGGING IN CLASS.
YES IM.
UH-HUH.
SUE ME LA!

Seriously speaking, im like so satiated of school. Would there ever be a day where i would pluck up my confidence and actually put my naughty cells to work and burn the whole damn school down. Den...there'll be no more school. ALL HAIL IRIS. On second thought, I would probably be packed into a police car and sent right to the woman's jail and charged for arson. Now..that wouldn't be a very pretty sight would it?
Anyhows, Im so being bombarded with projects. And i haven't been to training for ages. I bet they miss me. Im gona work again this sunday. How sad can my life be. This time in sun plaza. I sure hope like the sales in good and i can suck the commision out of the whole darn company. ROAR.

LESSONS ENDED.
YEA.

love ya ba-bu-sengs. tune in again to irisisthequeentheprincessandtheruler.
ROAR.

Yours Truly is sick. AGAIN. Yea..i had like high fever on fri and now im suffering from the intolerable sore throat. All i sound like is a spoilt radio. Which, im fine with cause i can so irritate my girls. I just have to go "hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...." at their ear and it annoys the hell out of them. However itz really an agony to go thru. Thankx pekpek for the strepsils.
Anyhoes, Del, Brat and myself got a huge dress-down from the computer aided project management lecturer. Cause we haent started on the project we were suppose to hand up on like next week? WHO CARES

roar.

Haha..I need to get meself funky nailpolish and start painting weird stuff on my nails again. These nails are getting too boring. I need something crazy. Something bizarre. Like recently i've been going on bout real dumb stuff.
I sniff some scandal going on in class. We had a free show in class this afternoon. Wahahaha...I shall not mention who the scandal involves.
Im so in lurve with that cuttie pie on chn 8. That Elvin Ng. Hot stuff baby. Look at those cute vampire teeth. You just wish they were placed on your neck.....









Of course the tatto's not real and of course Jon Johnson is cuter. But well..theres no exact defination for cute right? heh..






















yummy.

I swear to God i love these girls sooooooooooooo much. We spent the whole of last Tue evening and night together and how i realise I've missed their presence so much. Every single one of them. A pity Jean and Naomi couldnt turn up. We had so much fun just bitching and gossiping and catching up. Although the service at fish and co totally sucked (we made a big fuss =D), we had fun. The night was just awesome. Beyond what words could describe.

The mudpies at BigO were delicious. The place was fantastic too! They've all grown prettier. JUST LIKE ME!

ROAR.

I should have seriously fucking insisted on going to town instead of giving in him, We could have saved all those embarrasment. Fuck. And i could have gotton my paycheck.
I do not understand why she doesnt like him. Hes cute, dark, tall, sexy and handsome. Just because hes a BLARDY HALF MALAY. BIG FUCK. Theres so many things she doesnt understand from teenagers nowsadays. Like how relationships work and how all teens nowsadays just wana experience what they deem in their own world, fucking antiquated. Close to sacred. Why would a girl mentally sound, give up a relationship she fought so hard for? Thats like throwing herself into the pandemonium and getting her to STAND UP ON HER FEET.

I fucking love him to the core. Listen up yo.

fuck, i really should have went to town.
chee-bye

The last i check, I was still groaning in bed and rolling around trying to find a comfortable spot. I finally settled downed with a crunched up position because that way the air in my tummy wouldn't be moving around. I think. Anyhows, the almighty MONSTER IRIS is down with SOTMACH FLU. Roar, I woke up with a bad tummy yesterday morning and i thought mybe it could be some side effects of the laxative but no, im wrong! Thanx to ze bf for taking a cab down to school to bring me to a doc. Love u many. Couldn't go for training too. Wonder what they did.
Guess what, the doctor said i have to stick to soft food for the next three days. That means only porridge and soup. OMG. But i guess it wouldn't matter cause i have no appitite anywyas. Boohoo...

Itz very shallow of someone to actually want to get into a relationship when he doesn't even have to time to even take care of his girlfriend. All he can ever do is to make empty promises. I so totally look down on guys like this. These guys are only aware of themselves and nothing more. Not of his surrounding environment and how his other half feels. It defies the purpose of proposing a relationship between 2 parties. Itz even more despicable when he flirts aimlessly with his sweet words and claims that "sweet talks are not flirting". When the girl is your best bud, and all u can do is to see her suffer, you really wish u just smash his puneey brain into the wall. I frigging wish i could do that.
*whamp smash bam whack*

Anyhows, my baby is down with a fever of 39.6 i hope he recovers real quickly.

To my Brat: Iloveu truckloads. I swear. Even thou u hit my eye on wed with ur ever hard knee cap. heh

Itz very shallow of someone to actually want to get into a relationship when he doesn't even have to time to even take care of his girlfriend. All he can ever do is to make empty promises. I so totally look down on guys like this. These guys are only aware of themselves and nothing more. Not of his surrounding environment and how his other half feels. It defies the purpose of proposing a relationship between 2 parties. Itz even more despicable when he flirts aimlessly with his sweet words and claims that "sweet talks are not flirting". When the girl is your best bud, and all u can do is to see her suffer, you really wish u just smash his puneey brain into the wall. I frigging wish i could do that.
*whamp smash bam whack*

Anyhows, my baby is down with a fever of 39.6 i hope he recovers real quickly.

To my Brat: Iloveu truckloads. I swear. Even thou u hit my eye on wed with ur ever hard knee cap. heh

Good morning people. Im feeling retarded becuase i hit my head on the floor from a extented single liberty. I think im spastic. Hahas...have my brain cells died? WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....

I have been struggling with myself these few days. I m getting too weight consious and itz involuntary. Have u ever felt you ate so much all u ever do after that is to feel guilty? Except that all you ate was a bowl of noodles? Im sure all u girls out there have struggled with this at some point of your life. Im reverting back to my old self and seriously itz not something i enjoy doing. The guilt is just over-bearing.
popping pills.
goose-pimply pains.
burning throats.
giddy spells.
Itz all coming back. However hard it was to kick my habit when i was younger. I think i have to try 2 times harder. Sueny, if only u could sit in the toilet and gossip thru the cubicles again with me while i relieve my pain from the pills. Now i have to stare at the door and try to do it alone. I miss you.

Anyhows, ze BF is sick :( recover quick! I still need u to support me.

Money seriously make the world go round. I can't believe im only 2nd day into the week and I've frigging spent all my allowance. I vow that I have no idea why i've spent it so quickly. Right. Tell me im living in denial. I should stop eating, maybe then it would solve my problem. Now i have to depend on ze BF to support me. You love me right baby? Heh...
Anyhows,I've got back like 2 of my CT papers. Didnt exactly excel in any but i guess i should be thankful i actually passed without studying. =x I would hereby like to thank my parents for my brains. Amen.
Went fer brunch with my IS team mates at al-amen. Not exactly team mateS. Like only 4 out of 8 of us went. I have to say that the event really bonded us all. Although Gab and me were in the lorry. Heh. Went to the gym with ze BF. I think i should do soemthing about my obsession with weights and treadmill. I think i get turned-on when i see em. ah-hem......HOWEVER, I literally threw all the hard work in the gym when i gave in to my temptations. SATAY. The mere calling of the satay man makes my feet wobbly. It sounds like "sa-tay..................sataysatay" Yea..slow with the first two syllbus and then real quick for the next two "satay". Get it? Bet u dont. Ended up sharing satays with ze BF near the bball court behind JP.

Sinfully DE-licious.

I've finally caught a glimpse of his little-miss-perfect. I guess it was somewhat below my expectations. Am i being a bitch fer bein' relieved? I guess these kinda things are up to individuals to establish. Anyhows, right now im certain of myself. I wouldn't go hiding in seclusion again when i feel threatened.
On a lighter note, schools starting tmr! Im so friggin excited. More bitchy and gossiping with my Sunshines. But the thought of riffling through my wadrobe for clothes everyday is uber dreadful. Not to mention the long days topped with exhausting training. The thought of it irks me. Hahas..
Anyhows,my uber cute Venus died. I hope she RIP. And she died of old age okies! I didnt like starve her to death or let her get choked to death with her own pangsai. I've got a new baby thou. Itz named after ze BF. BabyV. So original rights! I think so too cans! hahahaahas......I know itz lame. So?

SUE ME LA!

Heavenly Jewel pieces eh? If only i could own just one of them.
*dreams*

All hail to my mini ponytail.






















I was actually intending to snip it off. Like totally. But i chickened out the last min and decided to leave it short instead. I was afraid like i would look disgusting if i were to totally snip it off. However...i have to say i still look like a boy when i tie my hair up. yucks. I should have just got rid of it. Right?
















Indulgence.

im sooooooooooo short.

Fancy Miss busy posting two times a days. How sickening. Its just against my policy to do so. But basing on the fact that i've been feeling cranky these few days, i feel that i should have a turf of my own to unleash my "cranki-ness". Anyhows, while on the train ont he way home from the airport today, this real cute Philippino business man like tried to hook me up. Hes really cute with sexy lips and stuff. Say hes about 30? He asked me to "party" with him at Zouk tonight. Itz a pity I dont club. Plus my dearest Brat thinks i shouldn't contact him. I mean itz only courtesy to for u to give someone a message if he gives you his business card right? Heh..what if he wants to be my suga daddy? Oh gwad..i think the cranky mama took away my brains. God help me.

Brat and I went to the ariport today. Heres us.







the narcissist





















Feel the loneliness?















Us Truly

Miss her.

Im home from cycling. The night was great! The participants were like real sporting and everything went smoothly. Almost. We met this dumbf driver who tried to knock this real pretty lday down at the changi village car park during one of our pit stops. Sickening. And he wanted to like "bring his friends down". WTH! in the end we called up the police and ended up delaying the schedule by like an hour. Thank God we were slighlty ahead of schedule. So we reached back eastcoast at say 7. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I had no idea my team mates were so ON and they manage to control the whole group and NO ONE got injured in the event. Heh...we rwak. Anyhows,I met loads of new friends. Among those who made the biggest impression were "TOM DICK HARRY" Tom is super tall with monkey ears. Dick cant stop smoking MARBOLO menthol and he smokes even when he cycles. *wow* Harry well..hes like a super cyclist? whahas...The thing about them is they were all really helpful and helped us with the bikes at the end the trip when everyone was rushing home. Ohoh..and KokLeong too. If i got his name right. And WeiJie. Sweet guys. Heres some pic.


De cyclist



De road


De babes



BA CHOR MEE. NOT AS NICE AS U SAY CANS



Home sweet home!

Today is the night for the cycling. I hope everything goes well. Im anxious and worried and everything. So anxious i wanted to reach early to make sure everything wld go right. I ended up rushing him and making nasty remarks. Im sorry. I really am.

Anywyas..This is for my darling Brat.







Give me 50 Bucks to remove thIS. BrAT.

BACK FROM CAMP!

I've learnt a few things in camp.
I've learnt how to say fucking in a cuter way. Like fuckening. Right Jan?
I've learnt that my juniors are super prone to accident.
I've learnt that Im actually quite impatient.
I've learnt that we seniors enjoy torturing the juniors.

Of course apart from all these, there are many others I've learnt. But soemthings arent meant to be said ;) Sometimes itz nice to not be invovled in politics. Life is much more peaceful.
Anyhows..whilst i was away in camp! My uber cute baby Venus grew up! Now itz pretty with two pony tails. Thanks to ze Bf. Loves him many. Im so looking forward to night cycling this friday. We're gona cycle frm ECP to like Changi or soemthing. Who cares..I'll be on the Van..Prob end up sleeping. Heh...

p.s : Im fuckening fat. =p

Im blogging in the wee hours of the morning. Yeah.
No more exams. Yeah again.
Magnum dinner and dance tml and i have no dress. uber Yeah.
Blah.

Happy birthday to my dearest sweetest and lovliest Jojo brat. You're a year older. Stop whinning and get something out from this meaningful 18 birthday. I love you so manys.
My sunshines are clubbing and partying their life out in Zouk in celebration of the Brat's birthday. I so love them for reminding me that im currently UNDER AGE and therefore not allowed to enter. Thank you so many much. Muah. I love u all. REALLY.


Anyone willing to get this gorgeous lady a dress and a dress to go with?

IVE GOT MY TAMAGOCHI
and itz so uber uber adorable. I want to swallow it and let it swim into my rummby tummy. Uh hem..

My uber cute Venus.

hungry?

Heh..anyhows,my paper sucked today. Like it was one of the worse paper i've even had this Sem. I jus dont understrand how anyone could possibly get a distinction for a paper like this. Like itz about microprocessors and all the digital and analogue shit stuff. Itz like more rubbish being whamped into a already packed with rubbish rubbish chute. Yea, Thats it.

Sucked. Totally.

I HAVE TO FRIGGING GET A TAMAGOCHI.

Jordon is so super duper sweet to Violet. Like to the extent being he is in Las Vegas and he had a tamagochi MAILED TO HER FRIGGING DOORSTEP. Itz a wonder Violet still hasn't caught diabetics.
Her tamagochi is call Zibbo (pronouced as zi-bi-bo). Super cute cans. It shits, cry and u can actually buy things from a shop. Like u save up to a certain point and u can get maybe a trumpet or something. Zibbo is still too young to use the trumpet Violet bought for him. Grr...hes like cute to the core. I wana bite it. *roar

Presenting...
My cousies and me! Dinner at some super lousy restaurant not too long ago.