Tryouts were on today.
I screw it up HUGE TIME. I was so sure of myself before everything started. I was there to impress. But things turned out for the worse.

360 transition failed
toss up shoulder stand failed
toss up hands failed
liberty failed.

I was shaking throughout the whole of partner stunts. I've never had any trouble doing toss ups with bases. I couldn't understand why I didnt make it. I was so sure it wasn't a prob with my techniques and i got Zhong Wei to try it out again with me after the try outs when i've cooled down, and true enough, the stunt went up.

I found out something about myself. I use to think i could work well under pressure. But various things that happened throught these 2 weeks have proved me wrong. So very wrong. Pressure causes me to crumble and this is not who i want to be. I guess right now i just have to pray hard and wish that I would get into the team.

Supergirl is upset. Dead upset.